Friday, December 25, 2009
Christmas eve go poppy with Evaline , William and Wei Wen reach about 1am++.
Party hot man! Don't have lot people as i thought so was enjoying inside and not feeling bored at all. Maybe is cause knowing new friend and lot of 'Lung Topic' to talk so not that bored..
After that go Mc'Donald for Supper/Breakfast in case is them eat without me.. i was too tired so sleep in the car and wake up 10am for working until 6pm++ then go genting with them again!
Yam cha at the gotong jaya there and eat a super delicious nasi lemak ayam!
Really taste good if next time you guy got go genting can try go gotong jaya "Restoran Rahta" and try it~ *Thumbs up*!
Around 12am++ go into Safari and party~ was be a so zai inside.. keep playing fool with William. What dance also got.. Mahjong , swiming... ... ...
Then saturday go Poppy again..Haih.. 3 days non-stop clubbing! 1st time try like this..Taking my life but was enjoying it! LOLS!
So far i very happy when joining with them. Cause 25th December is a special day and i pass with her~ =)
1437.. <3<3
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Cucu Kelly X'mas partey
Jonny(K2S Keyboardist) was lost in the way of going her home and it take 1hour 30minit to arrive..
When start i was really boring.. but slowly i become gila grandma ady~
Keep knowing new friend and take them as my cucu , son , daughter~
LOLS! (Sorry to all of them if i say something make you guy pissed!)
Cause your grandma mouth is like that~ ><
Haih.. I still need more party please! My life is boring without party ei!
So if anyone opening party please tell me! I will go for confirm!
And having a great news to tell you guy!
K2S is going open their concert again in next year April.
Hope this time those who didn't come on 05/12/2009 will come this time.
And is at rawang so is more easy to know at where.. ^^
Friday, December 18, 2009
Start feeling ... ... ...
Work is still gona work~
Money is still not enough use!
Walau eh!! Facing damn alot problem!
Next year is 2010 giving ownself target? Learn back breaking? drum? and start teach drum?
GOD! Why don't you give us money which drop from sky and 48hour in 1 day's?
I believe i will be a better man if you did it! LOLS!(Start grumbling)
About my band we maybe opening a little concert on next year. Cause found some sponsor and they say wanna help us~ LOLS! Great news ya! XD
So far it mean i need find a drum teacher to upgrade my drum skill and more.. Haih.. mean i need use money again~~
God god.. need find more outlet and do more sales to get more money! But the tesco is going open on next year.. my outlet sure effect alot.. gona boom tesco soon!
Why choose open at rawang~ make us susah survive..
People say new year = new life and new hope!
But i only can saw new year = new life and no hope!
LOLS!
May god bless me~ :)
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
完毕了!!
总算K2S的首次音乐分享会结束了!!
在那三天真的把我们大家都累坏了,可是也带给我们全部一段新的友情和一段美好的回忆。
真的真的很感激你们的付出,帮忙,到来!!
如果没有你们,我相信这场演唱会不会那么顺利的完成。
爱死你们!哈哈
在这场演唱会帮助K2S进展到另一个阶段了
我们大家都以这个为梦想!没想到在我十九就做到了!
而且透过这个演唱会竟然有人喜欢我的歌耶!!
哈哈哈!
当他们知道是我写的时候都很惊讶,因为平常的我是多么的废和三八
没想到我都可以写出让人如此的歌词^^
为了不辜负大家对我的期望,我会写更多的好歌词来报答大家~
照片我不会放在这里因为很麻烦和太多了~
如果要看的话可以去我的Facebook照片那里看看~
演唱会表演完毕后,我们去了乙胜家庆祝。
大家都喝了很多所以都醉醉地~可是我就没有啦!!
因为还得看大家有没有做错事嘛~嘻嘻
希望我们还有机会开第二次的演唱会!
到时候没有来的你一定要来哦!
K2S万岁!!
Friday, November 27, 2009
有人说发梦和真实世界是相反的
可是..怎么我的梦都那么的奇怪啊?
头两天是分手,第三天就真的实现了!
反而发梦和她一起甜蜜的梦就是回忆再也不会发生在未来。
每天晚上睡觉前都希望忘记她,可是梦却一直呼唤我们的回忆
第二天起身要好好的度过这一天,却被梦影响了。
只能够看着我们一起拍的照片让自己好过点!
昨晚我的身体很累,应该是生病了吧..多希望你能够在我身边照顾我
希望还是希望~这一切都没有可能发生了..
因为看到你和朋友的聊天说你找到你的另一半了~
我替你开心也替我自己难过。。希望这次你的另一半不会再让你伤心和对爱情绝望!
而替我自己难过的是今早我吐痰又再次的吐出血了!!
到底是什么问题啊?!
难道我的肺又发炎了吗?
神啊。。求求你别玩我吧!!!
下个星期六就是我最重要的一天了!我不希望有任何的问题发生啊!!
还有我注意到她好像没有戴我买给她的戒指了
那我是不是也该放下了呢?
实话说那句我做不到!
我只可以等待你回来或等待我真正的另一半出现我才放的下了!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
我真的是傻仔!
最新消息就是,原来这一路来我所说的女朋友都是我一厢情愿。。
我不知道你有没有爱过我!
可是我可以很确定的说你!你在我心里的地位是第一!
或许你们会觉得我很假可是这都是我的心里话!
而我对你真的太多不满了。。
你什么也没有告诉我,当你哭的时候我问你怎么了。你却扮哑巴一直在那里哭!就在我面前看另一个男人安慰你,拥抱你,你也什么都告诉他,而我呢?只可以扮路人。
你不告诉我你出去这也是我最生气的!不是我要管你,也不是要没有给你私人空间。只是希望你知道我会担心!
你可以在我面前拥抱另一个男人。这也太过分了真想问你有当过我是你的男朋友吗?
我生日一个人在云顶度过,一直看着电话希望会看到你的一封讯息,可是到了第二天也是没有得到~
灰心了!朋友再度的叫我和你分手我却不理会他们!一直相信自己的信念!你不是这样的女孩,你会改,你会变!到头来我得到的都是痛苦!眼泪!伤痕!
你所说的“你是我的男朋友,我的老公“我不会做让你伤心的事”这些都是出自你内心的话吗?
真的很让我怀疑。。
只可以怪我自己傻仔。。为什么对你投入太多感情。。
再过三天就是我们的一个月。。我在此祝福你希望你可以得到你想要的!
我band的表演就要到了,剩下两个星期的时间去练习。 很紧张!
很怕因为我们现在的关系弄到我表演失水准。。也很希望你来,因为我想让你看见我最认真的一面。
啊~~~~~
神啊!救救我吧~~
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Poppy night!
Having a great time with my band mate in poppy!
At the same time make me become poor too! bring rm400 go, thought can safe rm200 in wallet , but who know's i use it all in 1 night!!
JEEZZ!! *shouting AKU DAH BANKRUPT*
1-2am everybody was keep dancing at the dance floor and suddenly bassit Kevin come and kiss my mouth! YUCKs! disgusting!
So i gona return a super big surprise to him tomorrow night when jamming! hehes!
Then went to my babe house for over night and acc her! so far she is sad cause she think back her ex and i can't do anything to tam her happy.. Just only can see her cry with do nothing! Babe i was really sorry to you.. Im such a DUMBIE can't make you happy when you are sad.
Wake up at 2pm something going down with babe and saw her mommy make breakfast for us! Sandwich!! Yummy yummy~ and babe also cook a beef chop? Hmmp.. she say no good taste but when i eat i only can feel the beef chop is sweet like sugar~
Cause is babe cook 1. although is no good but must eat it lor.. :P
And 5pm we start moving to One-Utama for pool~
Well i only can admit that my babe is more pro then me in this game, i just like a noobie keep see the ball go into the hole.. LOLS!
So far i just pass my day with my babe like this. Although is simple but i do really enjoy it!
And babe! I know im 'lou tou' but still want to say it.
"No matter what happen i will always around you , love you , care you and hug you! Love you til the day you no more feeling with me :)"
Good night to all~
Monday, November 9, 2009
is bout a female dog which killed by vehicle n the male dog is still around him nvr let her alone
And think back to me.. i facing the same question too
can i keep waiting her?
around her got too many choices..
will she choose a boy who same tall with her n not humour at all?
no matter how i oni can say to myself!
markz do ur best , treat her with your heart , give her all the hapiness tat u can give!! this is all wad i can do oni..
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
不明白的意识
想必大家一定忘记了我写的一首歌“不明白”
之前有人问过我为什么是不明白呢?
我就回答说:其实我也不知道,就很傻的把这首悲哀歌写了出来。
直到现在我可以很确定对你们说,这首歌真是我每一段投入过的感情所写的!
在我每一段,认真投入的感情里面我总是会想很多
想的都是她,不管几点,在哪里,在做什么都是想着她。
对你的爱更本是没完没了!心里都是你!
可是你却毫无留意到反而觉得我很烦。
这个就是第一个不明白。
难道女孩子所要的不就是一个很疼爱她的男人吗?
为了她付出一切可是她却对伤害过她的男人念念不忘还是很爱他。
虽然我知道感情这门东西是很复杂
可是这个就是那时我的第二个不明白
实在太多的不明白在我身上发生了!
就连这次的也不例外。
只怪我自己好人一个。明明知道她是忘记不了他可是却愿意做她的男朋友
每天提心吊胆的,害怕这个害怕那个。觉得自己很傻,是知道事实可是却不要接受却要一直把头越弄越湿
直到后面自己伤痕累累的才甘愿。
好人的命就那么苦吗?每一段感情都非要把自己弄到伤了又伤,哭了又哭才甘愿吗?
不敢想也不敢去面对!只希望在我们还没分手之前我可以留下最好的东西给她!
宝贝,真的很抱歉最近一直烦着你,让你没有了自己的私人空间。
你说过和我在一起的时候很开心,真的很希望可以和我在一起。
在此我也要和你说我是真的很喜欢你。
就算你要分手我也会默默的去承受!不让你自己,好让你想起一切美好的回忆!
我爱你!ZJM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
K2S first music sharing concert "Our Way , Our Dream , Our Concert"
It will be held on 5th December 2009 at Batang Kali Ligamas.
Ticket price is:
Free Seat - Rm30
Vip Seat With Follow Number - Rm50
P/S The ticket is left 150pcs if you really interest please tell me ASAP
For more information please find me at markzboy@hotmail.com
Thanks (=
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
请别离开
你远远离去我却留在原地
不知道说些什么 可让你留下
试着去想可却一片空白
炎日的夏天 冰块已溶解
遥远的距离分离我的情节
说爱你也没有勇气 怎能把你留下
只害怕再次被人拒绝
请别离开 拥抱你在我的身怀
让这些感觉停留在这时刻 as memory
请别离开 好想让你知道
我对你的关怀 不止朋友而是情人 my love
冰冷的冬天 口中已封结
你远远离去我却留在原地
不知道说些什么 可让你留下
试着去想可却一片空白
炎日的夏天 冰块已溶解
遥远的距离分离我的情节
说爱你也没有勇气 怎能把你留下
只害怕再次被人拒绝
请别离开 拥抱你在我的身怀
让这些感觉停留在这时刻 as memory
请别离开 好想让你知道
我对你的关怀 不止朋友而是情人 my love
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
今天是个炎日的一天也算是我最开心的一天!
工作很充实!可以说是很忙吧~哈哈!
从送货到去survey我公司的顾客都是带着笑容没有悲哀过!
也许对你们来说是个没什么大不了的事可是却是我这个月来最开心的日子了
就这样一直忙到放工 然后干哥打电话来找我,我才记得原来约了他去游泳
就赶死赶命的去准备好~ 谁知道去到那里那边的工人说排水机坏了而且有虫不可以游泳!
咳~于是我们就下去甲洞找他的朋友吃东西聊天咯~
他的朋友很搞笑竟然拉起衣服在我们面前跳肚皮舞!哇靠!真的是有够吊!如果你们在现场包定你们笑到爆!!哈哈哈哈哈!
接着就回家看我的*有营煮妇*大结局~
很好看!到结尾都是圆满大结局~超喜欢这种感觉~幸福,美满~哈哈
*心想几时才会到我呢?*
想着想着就想到她了。。
原本还以为她不会回我~怎知道这次回了!虽然~~我们只是谈那几分钟可是我却开心到说不出话来啊~哈哈哈!是不是觉得我很容易满足叻?
呵呵~其实做人也不需要太多要求
当然有要求才会进步才会成长可是有时简单的满足就足够让一个人很开心的生活下去了啊~
哈哈
咳~~真的很开心!!!想到明天又是新的一天就有无数的东西等着我去学很兴奋!
但愿可是收到她的一封讯息就够我一天的满足感了!
安咯!
Monday, October 19, 2009
Was moody when on the way to jalan ampang cause of some small matter thing's
doesnt know that i will so much care bout her but just let it go~
Maybe im not cup of her tea and now what i can do is just do those thing which i promise to her. (:
Having good news too!
Got idea of writing song again!
Yahhooo!! Excited!
1 is Slow rock other is Pop type
Will upload the lyric soon
G9 for those who read my blog! (:
Friday, October 16, 2009
Same thing again, he want me to ask my 2 old worker stop now and let me go out take order
If not we have to stop selling ice-cream!
Is my first time making sandwich! Is so delicious and good looking! But very sad the bread is too hard not so cruncy XD!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
××歌名还没想好××
站在隔壁却做不了任何东西
手掌握着雨伞 距离近如隔壁
却没有勇气走前一步为你遮风挡雨
雨后的天空 彩虹的美丽
是否能够让你寻找自己的幸福
以前的回忆 让他成为过去
以后的路由我让你填满爱的祝福
爱上你是我自己的决定
当爱不在我还在原地等待
宁可守候你的幸福
也不让他成为悲哀
把你的空缺装满彩虹的祝福
爱上你也许是一种痛苦
当伤再度浮现出
请给我一次机会把它赶走
好给你永远的美满
把一切美好填满你的心田
彩虹的美玫瑰的丽
Let it cover on your face
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I guess nothing~ cause im not handsome n confidence to chase her~
hahaha!!
Ok let's stop the love thing~ (:
This month n next month i need fully train up my body n drum skill for the concert on 28th November! JEEZZ!!! is making me more excited!
hahaha!
just now went to ulu yam for jamming wif my band mate!
URG~ i can't even take out my 90% skill to play cause im tired like hell!
KILL ME PLEASE! **just kidding**
Tomorrow jamming izxen teacher is coming too!
This time i reali sei for loo~ Very scare canot play well den make k2s name busuk~
Macam mane nii??
Arg!! i need her msg to help me make myself confidence ah!!
And i promise her write song n sing to her on tat nite concert. Hopefully i can~ (:
So i oni can wish myself good luck n gambateh on the 2 song on my hand~
G9
Friday, September 25, 2009
After jamming wif my band den went to poppy for meeting my friend!
Actually i was kinda enjoy inside but til i saw someone is reali push me into the deep of hole
mayb~~~is me think too much cause im not cup of her tea so wad i can do oni is 4get it and take it as friend!
What for making me so suffer rite?! (X
n hving a great news!
F&N(Manager) Brother Chan is looking good at me ask me do my job seriously for this time i wont let myself 3minit HOT agn!
I will buy myself a Honda Jazz or Vios before next year birthday!
Xoxo la.. Fucking tired right now~ tomorrow is a whole new day ned to be a new markz!
good nite everyone! (:
P/S! Going post up my new song lyric! Excited! XD
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I admit im a super lazy boy.. but is not my fault just nothing to write!
Just keep hanging on facebook.. LOLS! XD
Last friday went to poppy atleast gv me sometime to relaxing at clubbing (:
Just know a new girl by my friend take her hp/num wif my phone!
Can't say me kerjasama or what k? I just too boring wanna find some new friend to sms with.. haha (:
The next day went to Taiping for my friend.. bro.. marry dinner!
when say bout this im so mad with it!
1st day go there was nothing do n just stay at the hostel slp at FLOOR!
Say to myself bear it tomorrow will be better..
but who know! the next day is more worst then 1st day..
Urgg.. two day sleep at floor is reali bad for my back but so lucky! Get back home at sunday night (:
Thanks to Raymond who fetch me back home with no complain! Love ya guys lot (: *is friend love*
Last.. this few days change my taste of listen song to romance n slow pop!
Is reali relaxing n enjoying too if u dun believe u can go a try!
Confirm u lepas try tiap tiap hari mau! XD
Gosh.. is time to sleep now
Good nite everyone hv a sweet dream
Xoxoxo (x
Friday, August 28, 2009
Last month was nothing special happen on me!
But start from this week everything is start over again (:
My band life , dance life , and blah blah...
This tuesday went to setapak meet wif band member but Kevin did FFK us! Sigh..
So we just discuss the concert every details at Setapak Station 1..
And now the ticket prise is ady decided!
VIP-Rm100
Adult-Rm30
Student-Rm20
Why is so expensive?? Actually is cz of the arena we book!
The total amount we ned to use is Rm9000.. Rm4000 for light and sound system.. left is for other thing..
Place is Ligamas..
So if some of u dun mind come help me 加油 can buy ticket with me!! (:
Thanks lot ya..
Hahas!
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Yesterday night went to 1U clubbing call 'MadriGrass' if not mistaken
Firstly go in oni 1 word can describe BORING
Reali mm ngam me.. but guy can think twice wif ur mind cz alot sexy and chili girl inside.. =D
and slowly my gang is reach den we start PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR
My gang is getting high and crazy! Do reali enjoy it.. haha
But man man lai someone getting wrong.. 1 of my friend kena beat by other gang
Is realli weird when i listen the story.. 1stly they 2 still got talk and laugh but then fight jor..
of cz.. i got pull them apart but my other friend kena beat also den i go help looo cz 2 v 1 not fair ma!! at here i wanna say im not bad boi i jz helping my friend!! if i talk wif outside ppl he also choi me dou sho geh cz all also BRAIN HANG ady~~ XD
At the same time tat fellar pull my spec away!!
KANASAI EH XXXX!! my spec man!! it's my life!! without spec i can truely become a blind boy
so then nvm la.. at last everyone stop den go back home~~
and i got take some pic at the club that girl which are dancing will upload it later ^^
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Eldest sis Bf**
NAH!! MY CERTIFICATE for prof tat i got run 7km~
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Hongkies , Singaporeons , Indonesians and Malaysians
Being Hongkies is good because....
1. We are Hongkies and not Chinese.
2. We can talk and shout and nobody gives a damn.
3. Jackie Chan is our icon.
4. We can live in a 5' x 5' cubicle and call it luxury apartment. We even need to pay $10,000 a month for this cubicle.
5. Our children can speak Cantonese at a young age.
6. We get to blame everything on Feng Shui or Tung Chee Hwa or the mainland communists.
7. Gambling is more interesting than sex. Macau is the place to go for thrills!
8. We produce a lot of Miss Hong Kong to the enjoyment of the rich and famous.
We love being Singaporean because..
1. We are not Malaysians.
2. Everyone (especially the Malaysian) hates us, except ourselves.
3. Famous for Orchard Road and we love Geylang. Geylang is the place to go for thrills!
4. We have our own island.
5. We will never ever have yucky chewing gum stuck under our shoes.
6. We know how to enjoy our vacation in Malaysia - keep a few RM50 notes before you enter the highway: You can throw anything, anytime, anywhere and always wash our cars at the resort.
7. We can speed up to 180 kilometers per hour and not ending up with a summon as long as we have RM50 with us to spare.
8. The men are always concerned, first question to ask a girl 'Do you have CPF?'
9. Never fear of getting lost in our country - S$20 taxi ride will get you into the sea. Hahaha!
10. We'll never have to worry about finding Mr or Ms right because the government will find one for us.
11. 1 Singapore dollar = 2.5 Ringgit... nyek nyek nyek.
12. It's OK to be Kiasu. It's part of our culture.
Top reasons for being Indonesian are as follow...
1. We are not Australian.
2. We live in the biggest country in South East Asia .
3. No pirates in Indonesia water if you exclude the Navy and Coast guards.
4. Everything is cheap, even our salaries...
5. We can blame everything to Suharto or BJ Habibie or Gus Dur or Megawati or who's next?
6. Only in Indonesia you can get involved in real demonstrations daily for different causes and see no results. 7. Our Rupiah is like a Yo Yo, it can go up and down just because IMF say so...
8. We burn everything and nobody gives a damn. We cause haze all over the South East Asia and nobody can do a thing... nyek nyek nyek.
9. We don't need fire fighters as our neighbours will provide...
Being a Malaysian is the best because...
1. World tallest twin towers, Best F1 circuit, largest roti canai, most expensive toll rates, .because Malaysia Boleh!
2. We can be driving, picking our nose, cursing another driver, talking on the handphone, adjusting the radio and bribing the traffic police at the same time.
3. We divorce by sending SMS.
4. Traffic summon can be settled on the spot with the traffic police.
5. We have Teh Tarik & Roti Canai on the Russian space ship.
6. We can save a lot of electricity b'coz our TV shows are so crappy.
7. We can blame everything on the haze or George Soros or government or opposition parties or...
8. Resourceful City Council, one person to drive the van, one to carry the ladder, one to change a street's bulb and three others watching...
9. We make 2 lane trunk roads into 3 lane highway and back to 2 lane when police are sighted
10. There's always something for the JKR/TNB/TALIKOM/SYABAS to do. They dig, resurface the road, dig and resurface...and blame each other for bad co-ordination.
11. All main roads are designated highway because it gives Velooo a reason to collect toll.
12. Our government can never be wrong or dishonest..
13. Our badminton players win already only need to pay them RM35,000 very cheap compare to David Beckham.
14. You can divorce for as little as RM 10 million ringgit and marry a young singer you like, how nice is life. 15. We can even use C4 bomb to bombard Gengkis Khan or Kublai Khan grandchildren.
16. We have more water than Singapore .... nyek nyek nyek.
17. If you got no monies you can always snatch other peoples monies since police can't do much to help.
18. If you are a police, doesn't matter about the traffic rules, its for citizens only
19. If you are a policeman rider you can kick and bang people car like nobody business
20.. If you drive a police car, you can speed cause speed limit only apply to citizens
21. All motor rider can join the recognized & supported Mat Rempit club for free and can beat up anybody in their way and can even throw stones at the police station anytime they like.
22. If you got nothing to do join the rela and go to the kongsi gelap and extort monies from all over.
23. You can rape people and blame them for wearing very little.
24. If you are a police , you won't hungry until die cause you open a block there will alot of Teh Tarik & Roti Canai coming to your warm hug.
Monday, July 6, 2009
周杰倫背後的故事
或許您不喜歡周杰倫
或是很納悶他到底為什麼那麼紅
別急著刪除這信
看完或許你會很感動
對生命 親情 教養會有更不同的看法
祝福您
周杰倫來自破裂家庭「媽媽用愛 付出一切」
周杰倫,萬千青少年為他的歌聲而癡迷、崇拜的一位天皇巨星,對母親葉惠美有著似海深情,因為在他最孤獨最無助的時候,是媽媽用溫 暖 愛的臂膀支撐著他。所以周杰倫一直說,「只要媽媽高興,我願意為她付出一切!」
音樂天才破裂的家
周杰倫出生於1979 年1月,媽媽葉惠美是台北淡江小學的美術老師,爸爸是淡江中學的物理老師。周杰倫4歲讀幼稚園時,葉惠美把他送到淡江山葉幼兒音樂班學鋼琴。平時活潑好動的小杰倫一站到鋼琴面前,竟是出奇的安靜,聽老師彈奏一遍自己就能復彈出來,老師告訴葉惠美,這孩子很有天分!
為了培養杰倫的音樂素質,葉惠美主張拿出家裏全部積蓄為杰倫買一架好鋼琴,請最好的鋼琴老師為杰倫輔導。而杰倫的爸爸則認為不必這麼認真,男孩子嘛,隨意一點,沒必要拿出全部積蓄投資。最後,葉惠美還是背著丈夫為杰倫買了一架鋼琴,弄得杰倫爸很不高興。小學三年級時,杰倫偶然聽到世界名曲《天鵝湖》,被大提琴憂傷淒美的曲調迷住了,葉惠美沒和丈夫商量又為杰倫購買了大提琴。
杰倫爸對妻子葉惠美「孤注一擲」的做法嗤之以鼻,他回家就指責葉惠美的不是,家庭裡的溫馨越來越少,爭吵越來越多。杰倫不知道爸爸為什麼總要找媽媽吵鬧,他用自己稚嫩的詩行記下他的困惑和傷感:
從小到大只有媽媽的溫暖為什麼我爸爸那麼兇
如果真的我有一雙翅膀兩雙翅膀隨時出發
偷偷出發我一定帶走我媽媽……
這傷感的詩行杰倫後來為它譜了曲,就是那首令萬千歌迷傷感的《爸,我回來了》。
周杰倫初中二年級時,父母終於離婚。 14歲的周杰倫寫道:「爸爸媽媽彼此沒有愛,難道這就是生命的真諦?」沉默、倔強和叛逆已經塑造了另一個周杰倫。
世人不識君苦悶中的徘徊
周杰倫有音樂天賦,但功課卻很糟。高中聯考總分只有 100多分,連普通高中也沒考上,前途一片黯淡,母子倆相對無言,難道兒子就這麼完了?恰好淡江中學第一屆音樂班正在招生,周杰倫考上了。
因為彈得一手好鋼琴,拉得一手好大提琴,又時常活躍在籃球場上,周杰倫成為許多女同學關注和談論的對象。但是,周杰倫卻常常面無表情,很少露出一絲笑容,除了音樂成績出類拔萃以外,其它科目成績幾乎全線紅字,老師們紛紛認為他智力低下,他的英語老師甚至直言不諱對葉惠美說周杰倫有智力障礙。葉惠美陷入了深深的思索,她還是決定要把杰倫培養成才,至少當一個鋼琴師吧。葉惠美沒有指責杰倫,她認為杰倫走到今天冷漠、叛逆的地步是家庭的不和睦造成的,並且深信自己的孩子沒有智力障礙,於是她嚐試用姐弟式的關心來「馴服」周杰倫,規定自己「三不」:不嘮叨、不指責、不脅迫兒子。
果然如老師們的預測,周杰倫沒有考上大學。葉惠美多方打聽後,鼓勵杰倫去考台北大學音樂系,結果他沒有被錄取。周杰倫咬著牙考第二次,還是失敗了。媽媽和外婆外公都為杰倫的前途擔憂,這孩子究竟將來能幹什麼呢?
極度迷惘的周杰倫無所事事,只好等待服海軍兵役,這期間,竟得了僵直性脊椎炎,令人沮喪的是這種病無法根治,只能靠藥物緩解,到了晚期全身甚至會像殭屍一樣僵硬,也可能導致癱瘓。葉惠美和外婆說起杰倫就垂淚。
母愛呵護下一飛沖天
病緩解一些後,周杰倫到一家餐廳打工,作為端盤工的他因為時常打翻菜盤,每個月的工資幾乎被扣掉了一半。餐廳中有一台鋼琴,一次閒暇時周杰倫彈了一曲《肖邦舞曲》,把老闆驚呆了,老闆靈機一動,叫周杰倫不要端盤子了,就在餐廳彈琴,然後請來電視台記者炒作,不但使得餐廳生意火爆起來,還節約了一大筆請鋼琴師的費用。
葉惠美感受到了杰倫的音樂潛能,她替兒子在台北星光電視台娛樂節目「超猛新人王」報了名。周杰倫精心創作了一首歌曲《夢有翅膀》,但他對自己的演唱實在沒信心,請了一位歌手演唱。演唱者不能理解他的曲風,而他的鋼琴伴奏又顯得怪異,弄得台下聽眾噓聲一片,初出茅廬的一場表演徹底搞砸了。
葉惠美急了,性格內向的她鼓起勇氣找到了主持人吳宗憲,把《夢有翅膀》的曲譜拿給他看。吳宗憲當時是台灣阿爾發音樂公司的老闆,他對周杰倫的第一印象並不好,應付似的拿起曲譜掃了一眼,卻是眼睛一亮,歌譜不僅抄寫得工工整整,而且譜得十分複雜。慧眼的他立即改變了主意:「這孩子還可以,明天叫他到我公司來上班!」
周杰倫進了音樂公司任音樂製作助理,在媽媽的鼓勵下,每天主動幫同事們買盒飯,大家對這個沉默寡言但又勤快的小伙子有了好感。而葉惠美總擔心杰倫冷漠而倔強,又不善言辭,生怕他無意中把老闆和員工們得罪了,於是常常在下班時間站在公司門口,準備一些可口的比薩、炸雞送給員工,請他們包涵杰倫。一來二往,葉惠美對公司員工比周杰倫還熟悉,同事們都知道周杰倫有一個好媽媽。
周杰倫很快創作出大量的歌曲,但讓吳宗憲感到不可理解的是,他創作的歌詞總是怪怪的,音樂圈內幾乎沒有人喜歡。一次,周杰倫又拿著自己的得意之作送給吳宗憲審讀。這次吳宗憲連看都不看,便將那首歌曲揉成一團,隨手丟進身邊的垃圾桶裡去了。周杰倫的眼淚禁不住流了出來。
是放棄還是繼續?媽媽每天來公司門口已經成為一道風景線,如果放棄,太對不起媽媽了,周杰倫硬著頭皮支撐著,他吃住都在辦公室,以每天一首歌的速度進行創作。葉惠美每天晚上都到公司看望杰倫,望著日漸消瘦的兒子,她強忍著不讓自己的淚水流出來,儘量說一些鼓勵的開心的話,然後將杰倫換下的髒衣服拿回去洗乾淨。一連一個多月,吳宗憲每天早上八點鐘上班時,總能準時見到周杰倫新的作品。終於,他被這位小伙子的勤奮和天賦深深地感動了,他「嗅」出了周杰倫的歌曲隱隱有一種味道,答應找歌手演唱他創作的歌曲。
吳宗憲將周杰倫的《眼淚知道》推薦給天王歌星劉德華,劉德華看了一眼就拒絕了。不久,又將他的《雙節棍》推薦給火爆華語歌壇的張惠妹,沒料想,張惠妹也毫不猶豫地拒絕了。吳宗憲決定給周杰倫最後一次機會,讓他自己演唱自己創作的歌曲,如果這樣也不行,他就只好請周杰倫走人了!他將周杰倫叫到辦公室,十分鄭重地說:「阿倫,給你 10天的時間,如果你能寫出50首歌,而我可以從中挑出10首,那麼我就幫你出唱片。」
老闆的話刺激得周杰倫興奮不已,他打電話告訴媽媽後就跑到街上買回一大箱方便麵。他想,就是拼了命,也要做最後的搏擊。
周杰倫熬紅了雙眼如約寫出了50 首歌曲,而且每一首都寫得結構合理,譜得工工整整。吳宗憲終於有了讚許的笑容,他挑選出10首,2001年初製成了周杰倫的第一張專輯《杰倫》。
公司對這張唱片沒抱多大希望,能收回製作成本就算不錯了。然而《杰倫》橫空出世後,猶如一場猛烈的颱風橫掃台灣,很快被歌迷搶購一空。《杰倫》一舉奪得台灣當年最佳流行音樂演唱專輯、最佳製作人和最佳作曲人三項大獎。《杰倫》的成功讓公司始料不及,讓台灣的歌星們大跌眼鏡,紛紛詢問哪裏冒出來的周杰倫?如果說第一張專輯小有成就的話,那麼,周杰倫第二張專輯《范特西》已經形成了風暴,席捲了大陸、港台、東南亞整個華語歌壇,各種大獎紛至沓來。
周杰倫終於成功了,他深深明白,沒有媽媽黑暗中明燈般的溫暖,他支撐不到今天,媽媽為他一直未再嫁,點點滴滴都是舐犢之情。他將所有的收入都交給媽媽掌管,儘管自己有了公寓,每個週末依然回家,同媽媽、外婆一起享受天倫之樂。葉惠美更是百感交集,當年丈夫的譏諷、老師的搖頭、生活的艱辛都隨風而去。
葉惠美退休後,周杰倫總擔心媽媽寂寞,只要在台灣,他都回家同媽媽住在一起。週末時,他會約上媽媽一起去看午夜場的電影,媽媽喜歡看經典片,周杰倫就陪著看,而周杰倫喜歡看的前衛片,葉惠美也陪著兒子看,幸福的暖流縈繞在母子心間。周杰倫的第四張專輯就叫《葉惠美》,這是兒子獻給母親的禮物。
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Bored Poppy Night
Didnt capture picture cause not reali having fun inside.
That's for it~~
not much to tell u guy.. ^^
Friday, July 3, 2009
Restart
Latest news about me~
im going work in ikano from this sunday til 2 weeks later sunday for panasonic road show!
Muahaha!! Cant wait to receive my salary to buy the thing i like =]
About love i still on the 'ngong ngong road'
I thought i can no more feeling with her but the time tell me i still loving her!
Promise myself and my friend who support me i will be strong! Won't drop my tear for girl who are not loving me!
So far having a great news too! My band **k2s** is get back to life
we making a music sharing on this year November and i also will write some song for this music sharing jz compose is not by me~ hahaha
In my mind now got 1 new song
Song name ---> You're my only one.. chinese song , sad lyric [sad song is my style =]
Cant wait for it! is our K2S lil music sharing concert!!
haha
picture is privacy cz is naked when i dancing at poppy garden! lol
and tomorrow night poppy garden again!!
Let rock tomorrow =]
hahaha
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Gosh..
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Oh God.
Wednesday-My mum b'day we went to a restaurant help her to celebrate. it's cost us rm300 each children~ and it's make me bankrupt!! left rm250 for this month but nevermind la..
cz is my mum b'day :D
Saturday-Take care the shop alone and the time is passing so slow~ Just hanging at facebook til 6:30pm then 8pm went to janice Q 21th b'day party.. was wearing full set white when reach there all ppl looking at me. kinda paiseh.. =X and meet back my band member K2S
so izxen is asking me to jam back cause he plan to open k2s mini concert on november and i also say ok. without jamming life reali kinda sien! So wait to heard my good news about K2S mini concert ya =P
About 12am Chang Cherng is asking me to go his house for drinking beer. Reach his home 12:30am and drink the 9 year's old label 5~ dam chun!! heart it alot!
at the same time i was drunk and my friend is playing the sad song make me think back someone~ And now i think clearly ady. Just friend =)
So Im single and avaible!! LOLS =P
Go back home 4am and my mum terus pull me wake up ask me go klang for marathon!!
reach there 5:30am. Start run 7am til 9am for 11km!!!
Oh god!!! it's killing me~
And now i was so tired!! Pic will upload soon =)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Supper Last Night
so start from nxt week i going to poppy , quattro and barC
ok. stop talking about crabs thing
ysday before going supper we went to see my friend basketball competition
and yeah!! my friend won again. but it's ady noe cz they was too pro for it
XD
after tat got some sux thing happen 1 of my friend take cigratte wif me after he take and throw to floor.. wtf?! this kind of fellar also 1st time saw
give him foc cigratte still ned to lc! cibai. this reali make me dulan
treat him as friend as wad he treat me back? Bull shit!!
Fuck Him!
so after tat fuck thing happen we went to zap shui at raymond house.
guess wad? 1st time sit unser go supper!! LOLS! is so freaking noisy inside the car
full of ppl
haha!
most funny thing is we go supper wif the new road but my friend dono!!
walau eh.. seriously gv him zadou n very lucky we meet other friend tat noe go
the new road going supper do reali fast arrive
jz rawang to sri hartamas dun ned 15minit~
n we reach there 11:45pm go inside bout 12am something
and bla bla bla
now think back actually i go club is for wad?
drunk? hug girl? listen music? or wad?
haih.. for me i go inside is jz for relaxing myself
didnt think bout hugging girl or wad but my friend jz keep saying hug this hug tat
if unlucky he hug the girl tat got bf den got drama to see ady
so wad for hugging girl? it's jz making u a trouble~
and dance at the pool for an hour + smoking and annoying friend
XD
when 2:45am went out wif xiaobai to seven-11 buy mineral water~
wow.. went out reali make me comfortable cz stay inside too long it's make me wanna vomit
and chit-chat wif friend
suddenly got thing happen~ 2 case 2 also is of girl!
1 is my friend ex-gf and 1 is now gf
but thanks god nth happen~ if not i dono the ppl will die or not.
god bless him. haha!
then we go back inside bout 3:15am and hv some b'boy battle at the pool
b'boy markz vs b'boy lolo n b'boy xiaobai!
so the winner is.. ME!!
haha~~ but the lolo keep saying im not the winner. sigh..
lose dy dun admit still wan to say ownself is the winner~
LMAO!
and then we went back to rawang 4am and yam cha wif friend at JB til 5am
That's all for my ysday supper nite!
Result is boring!! cz sux thing happen and saw the sux ppl!
Fuck Him!
Friday, May 29, 2009
WTF?!
before i slp i send a good nite message to all my FS friend
30minit later got a girl bf call me and fuck me!
wad the fuck is this?!
send a normal good night message to friend also need get scold by ppl
ROFL!!! this is the most ridiculous thing i meet.
and today is very angry lot of thing happen!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
For my princess
Kiss u every morning when u wake up , Hug u everynite before u sleep
Take away ur sadness and fill in with hapiness
Let ur memory full of our sweet thing's forget those bitter thing's
When u cry stay beside u accompany u when tired sleep in my hug
When u smile i will happy for u cause can see ur smile is my most hapiness thing
My princess Please stay happy forever.
No matter i can be ur Prince or not i will still like u and protect u.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sepang Day
we reach sepang at 1:30pm actually we can more early
cz of tat idiot Mr.A go chg brake skin
before that we eat at puchong 1 *dai bai dong* near IoI
so now i noe where is it ady nxt time can go there for some fun
by the time meet up with some new friend Eddie , Ah Yii , Ah Gei and other's
they are super car fans. all sitting Gti for racing
known as Gti gang. ROFL
there got damn many sport car yeah!
Subaru , Ferrari , Evo 8 , Mazda n etc. seriously it reali make me excited
haha
and took some pic
Unknown , unknown & Eddie With his Gti
Mr.A car engine
Jeff Car Engine
so we start racing at 2:30pm end at 5pm
when racing reali shock. car tat slow then us let us cut through but got some sport car also cut through us la
their speed was fast like hell jz 4 second den cant see them ady..
arg..when can i buy a sport car and go there for a lap?
*dreaming*
at the same time also got accident a sitra dono give what car hit it backsit till like roti jor
totally LOCK without claim insurance~ pity him x*(
then Mr.A fetch me go back home~
he very unlucky when fetch me home let Wira kiss his Gti butt and the wira straight ran away~haha.. nvm lah Mr.A also rich guy those lil thing is not a matter just he mm shong let a lapsap car kiss his butt without saying anything.
after tat went to eat dinner and bla bla bla till now only updated my blog
okla. time to slp
very tired..
peace
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Waiting
Friday, May 15, 2009
相信与信任
就这样结束了我和她的暧昧关系
两个月的纠纷,暧昧,混乱的关系就这样的结束
可是在我的心里还是有点依依不舍,因为我是真的喜欢她
有可能是因为距离,高度的相差,信任而导致不能成为情侣吗?
其实到现在还是一个谜我还是不知道她为什么不要接受我
每次问她,她只会说i dono~
就这么肤浅的解决我的问题
突然心里想着
情侣是不是应该要从相信对方开始的呢?
不管你多爱对方
如果没有彼此信任 彼此相信
我想再怎样爱对方也不会天长地久吧
而如果真正的爱一个人是不会介意高度的相差
因为真正的爱是不会介意别人说什么的
我也不知道要说什么了
因为现在的我真的很累
拖了两个月多的恋情在这没有答案的情形结束
真的很累,真的很累
最后如果你有看到我写的东西希望你可以给我一个真正的答复为什么不接受我。
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Boring Crazy Day
my job =.=!!
den eat lunch wif my friend and bla bla bla
nite.. same activities~
cyber cafer again! freaking me out everynite no place to go den pow at cc!
reali kanasai + boring~
after finish dota when wanna go back home
suddenly got ppl raping someone in my backsit
gay rape! keep touching the ppl and za him! ROFL
enjoying + loud shouting.
and that is my idiot day..
Saturday Supper Nite
crazy friend tarik 4 time dewas
finally drunk like hell xD
abit wake ady
last still same**drunk like dead man**
xDDD
this is wad tarik effect
be a clever guy dun tarik if u cant drink
hahaha!!