Hate

Back to my dead blog and writing about my love thing again.
I was really happy when we are together,
But once we seperate at 2 place we just like friend.
As you said we are just like MAGICIAN.. We sometime is couple sometime are friend.
Is keep changing every sec , every minit , every hour..Is non-stop changing.
But did you stand at my mind think about my feeling, when you said this sentence what is my feeling?
If that day i say this sentence out, what is your feeling?

Seriously i love you with my heart , with my soul.
But what actually what is in your mind??
You say still got feeling with me want to be with me.
But other way you treating me very cool..
Is this the way how you treat the boy you wanna be with?

I really hate you , but i more hate myself!
Why i not mature , not career.
If my mind is mature , i guess this all won't happened..